Whenever I've dreaded doing something that was pretty much mandatory (e.g., work, school, an interview), I have found myself staying up later than I should. This is based on the childish belief that if I don't go to sleep, tomorrow will not come. Well, here I am on the eve of the Week 4 Day 1 run - I have to get up in 7 hours and I'm blogging! To put it lightly -- I am nervous! To be frank -- I'm fucking scared out of my mind!!
Thoughts of failure, pain, disappointment - questions about my ability, concern about bringing Jenilee and her success down...Fear! I genuinely believe that fear is what has held me back in the past. Fear will not beat me this time! I recognize you and I am going to beat you!
Good night!!
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